Post by Deleted on Jan 11, 2015 11:06:14 GMT -8
Day One
January 11, 2015
It's day one of this new journal. I had to start a new one since I left my old one back home in Ohio. Luckily it's under a floorboard under my bed so no one will ever find it. That's the last thing I need right now is my parents finding out.
God knows they'll say I'm sick. I'm not sick. I just want to be slim. Is that a crime? Exercising and not eating? No it's not. I can do what I want. I'm my own person and no one can say any different.
I have been feeling a little dizzy. Almost disoriented from the migraine but it'll go away soon. It always does. I have been getting skinnier! I weigh 85 pounds! That means I lost 5 pounds in one week. I know I have to get slimmer though. I'm still fat. I know it. I know it's there even though I dropped two sizes in a little under two months.
Classes have been going well. I haven't ridden Annie yet outside of classes so I should do that today. All of my teachers seem nice so far. I haven't really talked with anyone in my classes.
Even though it's much warmer here in Kentucky then in Michigan I'm still cold. I'm not as cold as I was back in Michigan though.
Anyway I have to go.
January 11, 2015
It's day one of this new journal. I had to start a new one since I left my old one back home in Ohio. Luckily it's under a floorboard under my bed so no one will ever find it. That's the last thing I need right now is my parents finding out.
God knows they'll say I'm sick. I'm not sick. I just want to be slim. Is that a crime? Exercising and not eating? No it's not. I can do what I want. I'm my own person and no one can say any different.
I have been feeling a little dizzy. Almost disoriented from the migraine but it'll go away soon. It always does. I have been getting skinnier! I weigh 85 pounds! That means I lost 5 pounds in one week. I know I have to get slimmer though. I'm still fat. I know it. I know it's there even though I dropped two sizes in a little under two months.
Classes have been going well. I haven't ridden Annie yet outside of classes so I should do that today. All of my teachers seem nice so far. I haven't really talked with anyone in my classes.
Even though it's much warmer here in Kentucky then in Michigan I'm still cold. I'm not as cold as I was back in Michigan though.
Anyway I have to go.